Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Please tell me that I am not wrong?

I am sick and have been since friday. I have a severe head/chest cold. Friday I went to work and all day I kept telling my husband allI wanted when I got home was TLC from him. He said he'd take care of me. As soon as I got home he went about doing everything BUT taking care of me. I expected him to say "lay down honey I'll take care of everything." Instead he left me to take care of our 2 yr old while he went to the store for over an hour, came home and cooked a stew, washed dishes etc etc. Finally I just took our daughter to bed and went to sleep. This morning I woke up at 4 am with such horrible pain in my head that I wanted to go to the E/R. I decided against it and ended up sleeping sitting up on the couch. We all got up at 8 and I told him I needed him and all he could say was "When I get a minute, I have to take care of our daughter." Am I wrong to be broken hearted because my husband can't give me what I really need most? HIM! His time and attention. Am I wrong to feel that what he's told me this weekend is that I DON'T MATTER?

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